.pissed.

nv visit a polyclinic on monday no matter how sick you are. that's the worst decision i made today. i registered at 130pm and got out of the place only at 445pm. irritating! a complete waste of time. worst of all, they lost my medical certificate at the collection point. i was like "thanks so much for your nice surprise". i waited a hell lot of time to see the doctor for less than 10 minutes and they expected me to waste more time when it was their fault to misplace my MC. what a joke! furthermore, i am not the patient type of girl. i had this urge to slap on their desktop to shout at them to wake up their idea to start making things work for me. i was sooo damn freaking pissed. so much talk about efficiency and productivity. i am so sorry but i could see none today.

after a while, they finally found my long lost MC. i grabbed it and stormed out of the polyclinic. there was clearly a message written across my face - provoke me at your own risk. i could not afford to waste anymore time and walked from central back home. the more i think about it, the faster i walked. as i was about to walk across the overhead bridge, i saw a group of nhss guys playing bball at the HDB bball court. 2 girls were sitting by the stools near the court. i thought what are the girls doing? sitting there and staring into space? what a waste of time! are they looking at their guyfriends playing bball? didn't they have better things to do? i stared hard at a guy who smoked when he walked past me. smelly piece of shit! i hate people who smoke. argh!!! everything was getting on my nerves.

i guess i need to find some time to learn how to train my patience.

"patience is never found within me"